Well here it is, sixteen days post-op, and I am still in the hospital. There has been a lot of back and forth, but I think I am finally steadily headed in the right direction and will probably be going home soon. Here is the scoop on the last week and a half since my last post...
After that bad episode with the ileus, they tried to put me on clear liquids and then full liquids again, and I had the same problem: nothing passing through, excessive belching, bloated/distended belly, and eventually heartburn that turned into nausea that turned into spewing black-green digestive juices out both ends uncontrollably, easing up a bit by morning. I think at that point I may have also been running a bit of a fever. The vomiting was brief, but it was so violent (a LOT came out) that it strained my ab muscles, which caused me a significant amount of pain for the next couple days. I was spent, sore, and starting to get into a "give up" mind-frame. On Wednesday, the 19th, they did a chest X-ray (to check for chest infection) and a CT scan to try and figure out why my bowels were not functioning properly.
I had been resisting the NG tube this whole time because frankly, it just sounds awful: a tube up your nose, down your throat, and into your stomach. And you can feel it there; it makes it difficult to talk or swallow. The purpose of the NG tube, though, is to suck all the nasty digestive juices out of the stomach and upper small intestine that causes one to feel so sick and bring some relief and rest to the GI tract from having to try to pass and deal with all of it. Other people on j-pouch.org who have had it said that although the tube itself is unpleasant, it brought instant releif from the symptoms, and my surgeon said that it could help resolve this ileus issue. So when I could tell it was starting to happen again the next night, I told them to put the NG tube in before I started vomiting again.
NG tube = no fun!! |
I can tell you that there is not much that will take down my drive and positive attitude, but if anything could do it, it was my experience with the NG tube. It broke my spirit. Took the life out of me. But it did its job and got the sickness out. It was in and sucking nasty bile out of me for three days before it finally started running clear and was no longer needed. It was removed at 2:00 AM on Sunday, so four and a half days ago.
My PICC line: an IV line that goes up my arm and into my chest near my heart to most effectively deliver the multitude of meds and nutrition I'm getting pumped into me. |
The plethora of meds and nutrition running into me via the PICC line. The number of bags goes up and down throughout the day. |
The next morning, I woke up in quite a bit of pain from the drain sites, and it felt like was back where I was after surgery one - unable to move or use my abs, needing a lot of assistance to get out of bed, etc. What was coming out of my right drain looked pretty normal (yellowish-tinted clear fluid) and minimal, but what's been coming out of the left drain is nasty, stinky, milky/pussy fluid that is obviously coming from wherever the the infection must be, so it's a good thing we're getting it out of me. Over the course of that day (Christmas) the pain from the drainage tubes slowly died down a bit, and with the use of my pain pump I was able to be pretty comfortable as long as I was laying in bed and would just feel pretty sore when I tried to get up or down. Over the next few days it very slowly got less painful, and today I'm able to get in and out of bed without too much trouble. I've been on antibiotics since then, and all of my vitals have returned to normal. The last couple days I have actually been feeling pretty good.
Right after I had the drains inserted, I almost seemed to have a bit of a speed bump again with my GI tract on Christmas day: belching, a bit of nausea (which I still attribute to the high doses of Dilaudid I kept myself on that day), nothing (no gas or fluid) coming out down below, bloated/distended belly. But with a little walking and some hot-packs, things started moving that evening, and by nightfall turned into a "mass exodus" with me farting up a storm for a couple hours and then draining everything out of me like a faucet (going to the bathroom non-stop). There was a point in the night where I just plugged my IV cart into the outlet in the bathroom and hung out on the toilet for an hour or so because I was tired of going back and forth to the bed. I didn't get any sleep that night. But things slowed down as the morning progressed, and I was pretty comfortable yesterday.
My surgeon stopped by today and told me that the next step would be to take me down for another CT scan to see what was going on with the abscess (space where the fluid had been collecting) . They would insert a little contrast fluid into the drainage tube that is there to see where it would go. It would either show that the abscess was shrinking and contracting to close up on its own, or it could potentially show where the fluid had been coming from if it shows a path either to my j-pouch or the site where they sewed my stoma closed. Either way would be useful bits of information, but of course we're hoping for the former so that I can hopefully go home soon.
At any rate, I have been feeling much better and seem to be out of the woods. If all goes well, they may start me on solid food at some point tomorrow, and as long as the infection site continues to take care of itself and I'm digesting food okay, then I could possibly go home this weekend. (Fingers crossed.)
Before I sign off, I want to be clear that through all of this - as far as we know - none of the complications I have been through have anything to do with the actual j-pouch. They are all post-op issues that could come up after any type of major abdominal surgery. The j-pouch hasn't even had a chance to really show its stuff yet since I haven't really had a chance to digest solid food yet. So far it's been doing it's job just fine, easily passing whatever comes into it.
Anyway, the important thing now is that I have got my spirit back. I'm looking forward to my future again - I can't wait to get home and finish my recovery, introduce my j-pouch to new foods, start walking and slowly getting back into my fitness goals. I am still hopeful and optimistic.
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I know what u went thru was pure hell but u are almost there! Keep ur spirits up and know u have a ton of ppl behind u that are cheering you on!
ReplyDeleteSounds like you've been through it...:( I am sure you're ready for things to look up. I am not sure if I'll ever be able to get a J-pouch because of my diseased rectum, but if I ever do, it is good to know about all of these possible complications related to the surgery. Thank you for sharing, as painful as this has all been.
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